This is worth posting here. Me and Iah went out to the crest, it rained like Iโd never seen before. We ended up stuck in the car for a good while, we couldnโt see very far in front of us.
I remember sitting in the drivers seat and thinking about how happy I was. How truly and utterly happy I was.
We try and make everything so simple, giving even our feelings a duality. On the one hand you have happiness, and that appears to be good, on the other you have sadness, and since happiness is good then sadness must be bad. It is so much more complicated then that. You canโt sum up the human experience in two words with such little meaning. You said you left because I was always sad and angry, I wasnโt , I contain multitudes. I was more than what you gave me credit for, but you didnโt like to complicate things, you live in an abundance of dualities.
You left not because I was too sad, no, you left because I was too human, that which I canโt stop myself from being.