I thought about this a long time, but now I have to tell it someone.
I don't expect any answers.
About two weeks ago my parents told me my grandmother has cancer. The same one my grandfather died of.
Thursday is the surgery and they will get out the whole stomach... My grandmother is 80 and she's a really little woman. Not because she is short, no, she is skinny. There's nothing to fight the cancer except her will. If she dies her husband, my last grandfather, is going to lose his will to live.
I am afraid. What if I can't say goodbye. I hope she knows how much I love her even we didn't often see each other.
I tell my little sister to stay calm, everything will going to be fine, but I don't believe my own lies.
And then there's that moment when everyone has left the house... I'm alone... and fall apart 🙏🏻. Dixie 🐶💘and Kiki 🐕were my whole life with Jon before kids, and now they are both gone! I'm lucky to have Duke, but it's just not the same!! That wonderful care free time in my life is now just the past... :( #lostintears#brokenheartedgirlСмотреть полностью